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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 17:20 #42963

bardichev	And a cabinet full of mashkeh
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 17:45 #42984

G38 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 233 Karma: 1	Not after the le'chaim you made
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 17:57 #42999

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EsaEinai wrote on 06 Jan 2010 13:32:

this is my first post here on GUE and its going to be brief for right now. I expect to come back here tonight when I will most likely be struggling the most and share more with you.

I thought that if I posted something right now I could possibly help myself and someone else who might read this. If you find yourself reading this post today and you are about to slip or fall, know this; I am going to be going through the same thing again very soon and if you can make it just until the end of this day, You will have given me the strength to believe that I can do it too.

I do not have any ability to remain sober either, yet I'm in my 13th year of sobriety. If you want, you can scalp a ticket to my bar mitzvah and we'll
schmooz about how that's possible.
Love,
Dov

"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 21:10 #43067

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bardichev wrote on 06 Jan 2010 05:36:

Do you own a bottle of woodford
Or any bourbon ?
Old willy
Basil hayden
Bookers
Knob Creek
Jim Beam
1792
Knob creek
Wild turkey
Poappy van winkle
Elijah craig
WOODFORD RESERVE!!!
Drink a lchaim with me
Now!!!!
I wanna hear how it was
Symptoms shmymptoms
Lcahim to all the symptoms!!

bardichev wrote on 06 Jan 2010 05:45:

10 reasons to make a lchaim
1 Buffalo Trace
2 bulliet burbon
3 four roses (that's from bardstown)
4 heaven hill
5 jefferson reserve
6 makers mark (big red glue wax on neck)
7 old forester
8 old rip van winkle
9 shteeble fave Wild Turkey (special reserve yumm)
10 WOODFORD

bardichev wrote on 06 Jan 2010 17:20:

And a cabinet full of mashkeh

Bardy dear, did it ever occur to you that maybe you should stop by AA first?

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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 21:46 #43077

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Maybe AA should stop by him!

Seriously - allow me to explain the chochma of the rebbe:

We often take ourselves and our tzoress way too seriously. That is what l'chaim's are made for!
If you are an alcoholic, make it on sprite!
If you are diabetic, make it on diet sprite!
If you are neither but just stuck up, make it whatever the rebbe gives you!

The ikkar is to be mesameyach with our chelek, no matter what. That's why we are supposed to accept daled misos beis din during sh'ma - look at the tzetel koton - accepting Hashem (in the most complete way) means giving it all up for His sake all the time. Wowee. What freedom. And for small folks like me, it just means acceptance of my chelek. For me, that's a huge surrender itself! Nu. You gotta start somewhere!
After a little acceptance, it immediately and always becomes a lot easier to take life on Hashem's schedule rather than demanding that it be on ours.
And that clears away most of our troubles, right there.
(BTW, see AA referring to steps 3 & 9 ".....immediately we felt.....blah, blah, etc." ....along these same lines).
L'Chayim!!

"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Last Edit: 06 Jan 2010 22:23 by pleasedjellyfish78.

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 21:50 #43078

humanbeing Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 324 Karma: 0	Does anybody like Scotch?!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 22:06 #43084

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	I think this thread should be renamed to, "Im about to drink".................................................do you wanna join me???
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 06 Jan 2010 22:56 #43113

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	humanbeing wrote on 06 Jan 2010 21:50: Does anybody like Scotch?! Maybe start a poll. :D I'm definitely a bourbon guy. That's 2:1 bourbon.
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:02 #43235

serenejaguar93 OFFLINE User	First of all, Scotch is Unbeatable. Second, GUESS WHO'S BACK???? >
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:07 #43239

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	WHO'S BACK?? First of all, Scotch is Unbeatable. True, but you know the saying, "once you go bourbon you never go back".
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:16 #43242

serenejaguar93 OFFLINE User	I think you missed something there....
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:20 #43243

humanbeing Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 324 Karma: 0	I with the Batman...Nothing like a good old scotch...Got some Johnnie Gold Label here...and It's Smoooooth!!!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:32 #43249

serenejaguar93 OFFLINE User	Screw the Scotch. She's back and I just hope to god I can sleep through the night.
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:43 #43257

TrYiNg	She's back and I just hope to god I can sleep through the night. > : :o :-\ :'( Thought you gave the guy a lesson to remember for ever?? :o :o The nerve! I'm sure it's hard.. We're with you bruce ...KEEP STRONG !
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 07 Jan 2010 06:58 #43261

humanbeing Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 324 Karma: 0	Aha...Poop in apaper bag on fire at the door...Those little stink bombs from novelty shops...Bose Ear canceling headphones...half a bottle of that Scotch... Seriously I feel for you...It's tough enough without the extra tests...We have to trust that Hashem has given you the strength in advance to make it through.
	Last Edit: by livelyjellyfish98.