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bardichev wrote on 21 Dec 2009 19:49:

zemmy are playing around in the attic

where did u find these alter ksoovim?

while the rebbe was away i went through the old ksoovim from 'farrin kreig' and snapped pictures of all of them with my little pen-camera, then i dusted them for fingerprints and put them back in the box under the steps to the vaiber-sheel and put the rebbe's cases of kosher le'pesach potato-woodford back on top so you would be none the wiser...

(i tink vee bedder stop hijacking this tred)

i dont know how to say this its 5 am and i cant sleep and i fell not 20 min ago looking at things i shouldnt

i was recently asked by the head of the yeshivah where im trying to put my kid if i have a blocker on my net i do but its pointless

i need to learn to control myself and not let "this one go"

thank G-d i've got my "falls" down to only this problem and all others i have ......with G-ds infinite power ......completely eradicated sooo far

im better then this i have sooo much work to do and sooo many "kosher" distractions that this problem has almost become non-existent like my others i have this dreadful feeling like i have failed miserably that plus my other depressive issues i just want to fix this one time event and move on

i must beat this with sheer willpower and not tricks

I started my first serious road to recovery last Sunday after joining this site and this special community. I am 7 days in. But today I am REALLY feeling the pressure. I am having trouble controlling my thoughts and if not for my trusty filter I would have acted out a few minutes ago.

My real question is: are these feelings going to steadily build up every day from now on???? I know that I should be taking it day by day but I cant help thinking that these thoughts are just getting harder and harder to control as the day goes on and I feel like there is no end in sight. whoever is on call please help....

www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=4153.0

You don't need this.

Pick yourself up and keep going.

hi I had a near near fall yesterday no internet no boredom just as I was going to sleep I just let myself slip into some silly fantasies for 2 minutes and as i was about to do something HASHEM had pity on me and stopped me. I'm dumbfounded (really just plain dumb) how can I stumble so quickly I've been clean now for over a half a year. I know I should never consider myself healed. But the last time it happened it was the same thing all of a sudden a silly thought and that time I really slipped and fell yesterday HASHEM saved me.

dumbfounded

Does anyone here know exactly how to define a fall?
I need a judge
I'm on the taphsic method (committing myself $750 after a fall). Im not sure if what I did is considered a fall (cant describe in public)
Though,as for me I specified what a fall should mean resulting whether I need to pay. However, Im still not sure (I dont want to be sure?) if I need to pay. in addition I would like to know if its considered a fall on the 90 day chart. I really hope that someone could define and defend my act as something which is just an "about to fall" 

"If anyone is willing to be my judge? (perhaps my lawyer) please PM me so Ill explain what happened"
thanks in advance


Im currently on my longest clean streak in a long time. Im almost 2 months clean. I just cant forgive myself. I wasn't so down in a long time.

send a detailed PM to Guard and let him be the judge

I'm about to truck. Day #81.

That's great! Good for you! 

great for you

im not alone wrote on 01 Aug 2011 18:07:


Anyone willing to be my judge/lawyer?
the lack of sureness really pulls me down. I've been clean for the past 2 months and the last few days was much harder than the previous 2 months combined. several times I have slipped

Come on! someone should PM me and be my judge. this is driving me crazy

Sure. I'm a good judge!