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Re: Im about to FALL!! 08 Sep 2009 21:37 #16732

  • bardichev
,as we say in israel,ze lo beeg deel.

GEVALDIGGGGGGGGGG

URI YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE ON THIS FORUM

YOU NEED TO "READ" YOUR POSTS

YOU MAY INSPIRE ....

...YOURSELF

b
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 18:56 #16966

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S'iz groise tzures. I feel it coming...
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 19:32 #16975

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Thats no pleasure Shimlu its  only a temporary enjoyment! You don't want it any more How can you??
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 19:40 #16980

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Are you in trouble Shmilu?? Stay with us ! Update!
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 19:47 #16983

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No, I'm fine. I moved on be"h.
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 19:52 #16984

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;D ;D ;D ;D
GEVALDIGKGKGKGKG
Rashi, Breishis (10:25)
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 20:05 #16990

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Good! Excellent! HaShem made you a strong guy 
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 20:15 #16994

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ok B"h Good. Keep it up!!
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 21:30 #17034

i am on the brink of falling .i can't fight my triggers.they're evrywhere. i am turning off my comp. and (hopefully going to sleep).i hope i make it till tomorrow.
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 21:33 #17035

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bs"d

Lamed vavnik: you're in my prayers. I hope you'll be fine!

Shmilu - i am very happy you made it! hatzlacha rabba!

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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 22:12 #17041

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lamed vavnik wrote on 09 Sep 2009 21:30:

i am on the brink of falling .i can't fight my triggers.they're evrywhere. i am turning off my comp. and (hopefully going to sleep).i hope i make it till tomorrow.


I said Tehillim kapitel Kuf Lamed for you, dear Lamed Vavnik.  I hope you're doing well.
Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'!
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 09 Sep 2009 22:19 #17043

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Dear #36,
They may seem like they are everywhere, but we all go through times like that. Thanks for reminding me. I passed the same pretty lady twice yesterday - first at work and later on my way home from work and had to make a phone call to a recovering perv (while I was davening for her) because the second time I passed her, apparently something inside told me she must be destined for me (and dinner will stay warm an extra half hour anyway while I get another good look at her! ).
Oy vei.
Besides, is there lust in your toes? can you think through or write out a short, 5 minute gratitude list for your toes. Maybe Uri can help you write a song about them. There is plenty to sing about regarding our toes, clothes, food, etc., and much gratitude that can help you get out of yourself.
Cuz, my friend, the lust triggers aren't really out there, they are in us. We carry them and keep them.
Love, and a guteh nacht!
Dov
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"The heart needs to be broken when will-power is not enough"
"Get off the 18-Wheeler and onto a tricycle!"
"The heck with me, what can I do for you?"
"I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons!"
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 10 Sep 2009 00:27 #17055

  • Tomim2B
EMERGENCY!! I'M SLIPPING, SLIPPING, SLIPPING, AND I'M ABOUT TO FALL!!

IF YOU CAN READ THIS, GET OVER TO GMAIL CHAT AND BUZZ ME AT TOMIM2B@GMAIL.COM QUICK!!

ANYONE THERE? I DON'T WANT TO FALL!! HELP!!

2B


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Re: Im about to FALL!! 10 Sep 2009 00:49 #17059

  • habib613
I can't chat with you on gmail.
but i can write to you here.

Tomim, you helped ME so much. in the begining with your "With Hashem's help, __ days clean," and then when you started opening up and writing more.
you never accept stuff at face value, and you questioned a lot of GUE stuff.
NOW QUESTION THE YH!!!!!!
he's a menuval, and he wants you to fall. ask him why??????????????????
and then when he can't answer, tell him to go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please stay with us tzaddik
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 10 Sep 2009 01:01 #17060

  • Tomim2B
Thank you Habib for responding.

This has all has come crashing down so suddenly and unexpectedly. My mind is numb and I'm extremely vulnerable right now. Everything in me is telling me to just make a choice, do it, and not get depressed later! I don't have the strength at the moment to stand up and question the y"h. And by the way, what does that even mean? He's just doing his job.

I asked Hashem for help. I just feel like my mouth is doing one thing while the rest of my body is being pulled in the opposite direction. Is that asking for help!?

2B
Last Edit: 10 Sep 2009 01:03 by GYEBen.
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