I think my TV watching is something that's bringing me down. However, I usually don't watch and have pretty much taken it upon myself not to. Being in school, I find that on vacations and during exam time the downtime can be helpful. It can also be harmful, though, especially if I get into a specific show. I think, though, that if I am in a good place anyway, it won't be so bad. Recently, I haven't been in such a good place, been watching a lot of TV, one show in particular and it's been weighing down on me. I grew up in a home with TV. There is still TV there. I am surrounded by many people who watch TV and view it as ok. I agree that I should stay away, but I find it very very challenging. Today I'm going to take my sister out to a movie. She is 13 and it is an innocent movie and a good way to spend time with her. I'm not so sure what else I could do with her outside of the house. I am not interested in taking her shopping. Honestly, I'd also like to see this movie myself... I am going to commit to not watching that TV show that I got hooked on for a day. I have not watched it yet today and will go to sleep tonight without having watched it. I even emailed guard about blocking the site that I get it from, but I never went through with it.
Mevkesh, kol hakavod on this thread, with all the difficulty I find in it, I truly agree with you and have thought this for a long time.
Struggle