Well its all in the title.My mom has a laptop with a filter k9 it does not help.I can watch the dirtiest movies.This morning I wanted to learn but it pegerd me and I couldnt even concentrate I HATE IT.What am I supposed to do tomorrow.I can tell mom to take the laptop with her but I'm scared I wont I dont trust myself to tell her HELP ME.

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Do whats right period
You dont have to tell her your problems, just tell her "I'm scared that I'l spent much time on the computer so it would be a great idea you should take it along

Do it, its that simple
That's the least you should/could do

This could be your test,
Pass the test

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just promise yourself that you wont touch the computer. end of story. you know what you need to do and now is the time to do it, not when the hormones and chemicals are in your system fighting your rational, thinking self.

we know and you know that you can do it.

Just do it! btw why is it so easy for you to get around k9? i have it and is a great filter, and if you can why not help her get one that you know you can't get around be in touch with the filter gabi to help you.

Why should she take the computer?

She could just lock it with a password.

You say you don't trust yourself to tell her to take the computer with her.
Why?
Sounds like you're not ready to give up your grip on the lust drug.
Jump into freedom with both feet.  Make a full commitment to live clean, whatever it takes.  It's the only way you'll be happy.

Anything less is insanity and misery.

Do the right thing.  It always feels good.  Then take a deep breath and smile.  :

Have her take it/password protect it, but then also try to find something to do. I know that I've been strong enough to put myself in the situation where I no longer had internet access on my own accord, but as soon as my moment of triumph was over, my yetzer hara had me searching for non-internet ways of destroying myself.

Sur merah (get her to take the laptop) v'asei tov (do something constructive/fun/both). Good luck!

P.S. It is SO inspirational to see someone in this forum who is still in a stage of life where they are living with their mother. I wish I had the brains to be in a forum like this when I was in that stage of life. Someone like you is going to go very, very far in life.