We Can't, He Can
I fell again last night... I have learned that my urge is sometimes too powerful.
"Yosef Hatzadik" answers:
You're probably gonna fall again.
Why do I say this?
I read it in your post.
You wrote that you learnt that the urge is sometimes too powerful.
As long as you don't completely convince yourself that the urge is always too powerful, you are not sufficiently scared of it to avoid it at all costs! We MUST realize that that once we are over there, we are powerless! Whether we fall or not depends entirely on outside circumstances. WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL ANYMORE!
What is in our power to do, is avoid the urge and avoid triggers that arouse the urge. And we can ask the All-powerful Almighty God for help. We can harness His power. HE CAN DO ANYTHING.
With His invoking His power, last night's fall will be your last... EVER!!!!