Power comes daily
I am clean, with the help of G-d, for over fifty days. I feel a sense of some control, and I don't dread the internet like I used to. Starting a few weeks ago, I had a HUGE boost in self esteem and self confidence. I do not know with certainty that my improved spirit is a result of feeling some sense of control, but I think that the two are very likely related.
One of the keys to staying strong is to always live with a sense of awe and reverence for the struggle. Not fear, but remembering that we are powerless, and that the power comes daily, hourly and by the minute, from our Higher Source. This should make you calm and get you focused on your fences.
The other option is to go at it on your own and see how far you get. (Tell me if you get anywhere).