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Fearonlygod's Profile

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  Contact Info   
Region Israel
Contact preferences Chat
Correspondance Frequency Wants to be in touch once in a while
Languages English
  Personal Info  
Age 26
Marital status Single
Background Modern Orthodox
Children -
Religious from birth Yes
Additional info I tried to stop many times and was unsuccesful staying stopped
Story Im 25 really would like to get married. Since my later teen years i have been experiencing very rare medical symptoms and have a a tendency to stay up late on on my looking to see if there is a cure for my symptoms. Which i think turned into a addiction. I can stay up the whole night doing this. This wasnt porn but it some type of gratification from doing this. When I was 21 i finally ws told my some experts that i have azospermia. Which in mind told me that its not an aveira to masturbate. In the last year or so i stopped looking up medical symptoms and treatment. Today my struggle is I have urge swings to look up and read about tantra, sensual massage etc, and then that arouses me and need to masturbate. This never happens in the day its always when its time to sleep. It used to be like almost everynight thing, in the last 2 years it comes i fall for this problem about 3 days streight once a month or every 1.5months. Then it makes me feel terrible about my self and that im addicted to this content especially im so tired and im staying up the whole night , the next day i feel bad and cant function and cant feel happy about my self.

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