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My Clean Days Log
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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: My Clean Days Log 14 Oct 2020 13:06 #356172

Day #35.

Re: My Clean Days Log 16 Oct 2020 15:51 #356323

Day #37.

Have a good Shabbos everyone.

Re: My Clean Days Log 18 Oct 2020 19:34 #356394

Day #39.

Re: My Clean Days Log 20 Oct 2020 04:28 #356476

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Keep up the great work!!

Re: My Clean Days Log 20 Oct 2020 18:39 #356494

Day #41.

Re: My Clean Days Log 22 Oct 2020 13:46 #356571

Day #43.

Thank you to everyone who has been clicking the "thank you" button. It makes a difference knowing that people are reading the thread.

Re: My Clean Days Log 23 Oct 2020 04:17 #356597

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We are reading and loving it!

Keep on inspiring us! A day count is worth a 1,000 words.

Re: My Clean Days Log 25 Oct 2020 15:06 #356661

#46.

Re: My Clean Days Log 25 Oct 2020 15:54 #356664

שבע יפול צדיק וקם wrote on 25 Oct 2020 15:06:
#46.

46 is the גימטריא of גוזל, you are stealing from the יצר הרע!  

Re: My Clean Days Log 26 Oct 2020 01:31 #356691

Striving to be good wrote on 25 Oct 2020 15:54:

שבע יפול צדיק וקם wrote on 25 Oct 2020 15:06:
#46.

46 is the גימטריא of גוזל, you are stealing from the יצר הרע!  

Or maybe I am like the גוזל in the verse, ""על גוזליו ירחף." 

Re: My Clean Days Log 27 Oct 2020 13:06 #356744

Day #48.

The desire does not go away, but as the days go on it becomes less of an option.

Re: My Clean Days Log 27 Oct 2020 13:59 #356746

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שבע יפול צדיק וקם wrote on 27 Oct 2020 13:06:
Day #48.

The desire does not go away, but as the days go on it becomes less of an option.

So true! You put it very well. The desire may be there, but at the same time the yetzer harah isn't. Just like with chilul shabbos.  We may have a desire to turn the light off, because we won't be able to sleep the whole shabbos, yet at the same time we don't have a yetzer harah and it's not even a battle to actually do it because being mechalel shabbos r"l is so removed from us. 

I was struggling to put my finger on the exact understanding, because in so many areas I have a tremendous desire to the degree that in the past I would've almost been guaranteed to give in. But now even in the face of tremendous desire and desperation there is no chance of me giving in. Thank you for explaining it!

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Re: My Clean Days Log 28 Oct 2020 03:20 #356787

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שבע יפול צדיק וקם wrote on 27 Oct 2020 13:06:
Day #48.

The desire does not go away, but as the days go on it becomes less of an option.

Excellently said! It's just like the guy who grew up enjoying Burger King cheeseburgers, and now became frum and still longs for one when driving by the restaurant, but does not even attempt to pull into the parking lot. Chevra, let's face it. The urge will be here for life, but we will just simply say "No, we graduated and don't do that stuff any more."
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Re: My Clean Days Log 29 Oct 2020 13:12 #356857

Day #50.

I am going to start posting every five days as opposed to every other day. Thank you all for reading, thanking, and responding! Be well. 

Re: My Clean Days Log 29 Oct 2020 13:23 #356860

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שבע יפול צדיק וקם wrote on 29 Oct 2020 13:12:
Day #50.

I am going to start posting every five days as opposed to every other day. Thank you all for reading, thanking, and responding! Be well. 

Congratulations on day 50.
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Looking forward to congratulating you on your day 55 post!
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