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This is going to be the time I get to 90!
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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 17 Jun 2019 02:00 #341768

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#Day35
#BH
#NotAlwaysEasy
#WeDoWhatWeCan
#BeHonest
#AskQuestions
#StayPositive

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 19 Jun 2019 03:24 #341804

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#Day37

Remember when I was at #Day272?

#Humilty 

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 21 Jun 2019 11:31 #341865

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Yes, and BH you are so much further along today. Maybe there was a break in the streak, but in the rewiring of your brain, you are way ahead today... Continued hatzlocha and growth! You are a great inspiration! You will iyh have one very fortunate wife!
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Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 25 Jun 2019 03:32 #341922

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Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 30 Jun 2019 04:41 #341998

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So....

I am so not in the mood right now. I just want to stop it all. I want to give in to everything. I can't focus, I can't work, I can't think. I would love to throw on some PJ's and lie in bed for a week and eat ice cream. 

FORTUNATELY, I have responsibilities that force me to fight through, to keep trying to stay on track, to make sure I am somewhat productive. These past couple of days have been a battle. BH I am still clean, but I have to keep reminding myself to ignore that voice that says, "just give up, enjoy life, it is so much easier." That voice is cruel, misleading, and want's to see me fail. Instead, I am just going to keep trying to stay focused, keep thinking, and keep working.

Thanks GYE for listening and being my support. 

#Support
#Struggles
#Work
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#IceCream

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 30 Jun 2019 04:57 #341999

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Hey, nothin' wrong with a little ice cream once in a while...
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!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...



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Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 01 Jul 2019 04:37 #342027

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#Day49

Thank you everyone for reaching out on or off the forums to support me through my (ups and) down! Gevurah - that is one nice ice cream truck!

#IceCream
#Gevurah
#OnMyWayBackUp
#IceCream
#IceCream
#IceCream

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 09 Jul 2019 09:58 #342169

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Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 09 Jul 2019 13:19 #342178

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I'm sorry to hear about your fall.  Just know that I'm davaning for your success. 

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 09 Jul 2019 23:21 #342193

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Hey- fellow day#1. I just read this whole thread. Super inspiring and really good to read this now and to know going in that just because we make it so far we still gotta keep fighting on and it will never be “over”. I hope you are still going- you inspire me. 

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 12 Jul 2019 22:01 #342246

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Onceandforall wrote on 09 Jul 2019 23:21:
 I hope you are still going- you inspire me. 

Thanks, I am actually stillgoing, but I appreciate it anyway.
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Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 14 Jul 2019 05:09 #342258

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stillgoing wrote on 12 Jul 2019 22:01:

Onceandforall wrote on 09 Jul 2019 23:21:
 I hope you are still going- you inspire me. 

Thanks, I am actually stillgoing, but I appreciate it anyway.






#Day5
Last Edit: 14 Jul 2019 05:10 by Realestatemogul.

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 15 Jul 2019 04:05 #342291

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#Day6

Thank you guidanceseeker for reminding me where I am coming from!

I was motivated and managed to get a 272 day streak. I know I am capable of reaching there again and will commit to coming on here and posting more in order to put my best foot forward. 

I also would like to say that BH while I have fallen and been motzei zera l'vatala, Since I started that original 272 streak I have not watched any porn. TYH!

All chizuk is welcome! (Even from you cordnoy…)

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 30 Jul 2019 04:32 #342600

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Day0

Really getting harder for me to come on here and post my falls...It says Sheva Yipol Tzadik V'kom and I'm getting close to the seventh time already and still not near being a tzadik….

Re: This is going to be the time I get to 90! 30 Jul 2019 04:34 #342601

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Also, I got a filter B''h to help with the fight, but then another avenue just came up that I will struggle with. I promised if I look then I will lose $50.
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