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Re: My Book of Business 30 Nov 2017 18:36 #323130

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Cool!!

But why are you driving a car???
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Re: My Book of Business 30 Nov 2017 18:59 #323131

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Markz wrote on 30 Nov 2017 18:36:
Cool!!

But why are you driving a car???

Hey, Cut the guy some slack.
His Monsta Truck has been busy on the road for the past 107 days...
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Re: My Book of Business 30 Nov 2017 19:43 #323132

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Markz wrote on 30 Nov 2017 18:36:
Cool!!

But why are you driving a car???

for one reason! to tailgate you, you are on the right road....
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My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 30 Nov 2017 20:05 #323134

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i sew this one today, and i must share it with you! its gevaldig....

THERE IS NO SUBSTITUTE FOR PERSISTENCE! it cannot be supplanted by any other quality! Remember this, and it will hearten you, in the beginning, when the going may seem difficult and slow, those who have cultivated the HABIT of persistence seem to enjoy insurance against failure, no matter how many times they are defeated, they finally arrive up toward the top of the ladder, sometimes it appears that there is a hidden guide whose duties is to test men through all sorts of discouraging experiences. Those who pick them self’s up after defeat and keep on trying, arrive; and the world cries, “Bravo! I knew you can do it!” the hidden guide lets no one enjoy great achievement without passing the Persistence Test! Those who can’t take it, simply do not make the grade, those who can “take it” are bountifully rewarded for their persistence. They receive something infinitely more important than material compensation, the knowledge that “EVERY FAILURE BRINGS WITH IT THE SEED OF AN EQUIVALENT ADVANTAGE” there are exceptions to this rule, a few people know from experience the soundness of persistence, they are the once whose desires are so persistently applied that defeat is finally changed into victory, we who stands on the sidelines of life see the few who take the punishment of defeat as an urge to greater effort, these fortunately, never learn to accept life’s reverse gear, but what WE DO NOT SEE, what most of us never suspect of existing, is the silent but irresistible POWER which comes to rescue of those who fight on in the face of discouragement. If we speak of this power at all we call it persistence and let it go at that. One thing we all know, if one does not possess persistence, one does not achieve noteworthy success in any calling.

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כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 30 Nov 2017 20:15 #323135

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lionking wrote on 30 Nov 2017 18:59:

Markz wrote on 30 Nov 2017 18:36:
Cool!!

But why are you driving a car???

Hey, Cut the guy some slack.
His Monsta Truck has been busy on the road for the past 107 days...

If he would be driving a truck he would have given the guy 10 bucksI'm just saying
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Re: My Book of Business 30 Nov 2017 21:01 #323137

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I wonder how much a bus driver is supposed to give...
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...



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Re: My Book of Business 01 Dec 2017 05:04 #323154

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Shivisi_Hashem wrote on 30 Nov 2017 18:27:
Day #17 of 2nd round - Day #107

today is day #17, and its a great day, no lust so far, last few days was easy once, no struggles and its just getting easier by the day. i wouldn't dream that i will be at this point one day, im a man, i have my own life, and not hostage by lust, porn and ladys..... its the best feeling ever, and i hope to stay like that ever.... 

​i had an interesting story yesterday, i was in mid new jersey, middle of a small town, probably no Jews in that area, so i went to that gas station to full up my car, and that fellow was assisting me, after he was done i gave him a dollar for a tip, so he got that huge smile, he was thanking me, and he told me, "you guys are the best, only you guys from your community are giving tips and doing all kind of favors, i had once a problem, and one of your guys helped me out for no charge, you guys are the best" what a Kidush Hashem, i loved that, it gave me that good feeling...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....

Good thing they put up a mechitza a few years ago otherwise Siri and all the ladys would be oiling their rolling pins right now out to clobber someone...

Shvisi darling, did you consider how would your wife have reacted if she heard your post?
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Re: My Book of Business 04 Dec 2017 02:48 #323254

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Maybe במקום גדולים אל תעמוד, and I should be מכיר את מקומי,
To me it seems like that when there's someone who is driving a truck on the right lane and  thinks that his chaver who's driving on the left lane doesn't have the perfect car.. He is allowed to Roll him over,

we'll have to ask the Hatzoloh member or a trooper  who's at fault
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Re: My Book of Business 04 Dec 2017 03:47 #323255

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Michael94 wrote on 04 Dec 2017 02:48:
Maybe במקום גדולים אל תעמוד, and I should be מכיר את מקומי,
To me it seems like that when there's someone who is driving a truck on the right lane and  thinks that his chaver who's driving on the left lane doesn't have the perfect car.. He is allowed to Roll him over,

we'll have to ask the Hatzoloh member or a trooper  who's at fault

I'm humbled that you consider me a Gadol - I'm not. Sorry to bust your bubble. 
But thanks for the post
I apologize Shvisi if any misunderstanding was inferred that you're not Trucking - that's impossible - you're doing great!

I do believe that you could up your gear by a percent but that's totally your call what it means and what it needs - re-read your thread for more ;-)
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Re: My Book of Business 04 Dec 2017 13:51 #323274

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Markz wrote on 04 Dec 2017 03:47:

Michael94 wrote on 04 Dec 2017 02:48:
Maybe במקום גדולים אל תעמוד, and I should be מכיר את מקומי,
To me it seems like that when there's someone who is driving a truck on the right lane and  thinks that his chaver who's driving on the left lane doesn't have the perfect car.. He is allowed to Roll him over,

we'll have to ask the Hatzoloh member or a trooper  who's at fault

I'm humbled that you consider me a Gadol - I'm not. Sorry to bust your bubble. 
But thanks for the post
I apologize Shvisi if any misunderstanding was inferred that you're not Trucking - that's impossible - you're doing great!

I do believe that you could up your gear by a percent but that's totally your call what it means and what it needs - re-read your thread for more ;-)

Oh, and did I forget to mention the obvious?
I definitely have my own tuning needed - hey - why's my engine light flashing???
It's really bothering me - does someone have a hammer so I can shut it?

Shvisi if you want to have a daily thing with me via email, e.g. We can try daily handbook or whitebook reading - id be glad to
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Re: My Book of Business 04 Dec 2017 17:09 #323282

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Day #21 of 2nd round - Day #111

today is day #21, 3 week in my second round, and im feeling great about it, and i will continue that way iy"h...

no clue what you guys want, here they are talking about troopers and Hatzalah, there they are talking about flashing lights, i think we should open here a forum for the DMV with all laws and issues maybe all problems will be solved.. 

Markz thank you for the offer, but timing is an issue, i would love doing that with you.. can you come up with an idea???? jacdoja@gmail.com 

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 06 Dec 2017 19:30 #323401

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Day #23 of 2nd round - Day #113

today is day #21 of 2nd round, and i'm doing BH well, very bz this days, which is very healthy, i do have my lusty moments here and there, but they don't survive, and its much more easier then it used to be, BH.

A year ago i was still in the mud big time, i didn't see anything else other then porn etc... i was on a full time job at that time, acting out and only that.... i didn't know, and i didn't want to know about something else, about a better world, about a better life. but now i can say, i'm clean, one hundred and thirteen days, what a number..... im really proud of my self, and you can too, just believe me, i'm coming from that route, and its the wrong one..... just follow me....

Thank You GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 07 Dec 2017 07:00 #323426

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Shivisi, you're a fantastic poster. Keep up your inspiring work! 113 is a really impressive number and as you say all the time, oddat!
My road to 90 days, all with God's help.             What brought me here.90 days with Areivim

Made it 259 days from 01/28/17-10/15/17 without mz"l. At day 90, I started to go for all aspects of שמירת עניים\הברית. At day 168 I fell with שמירת עניים & restarted the count. On approximately November 4 2017, with the support of a fellow GYE brother (daily text messages/phone calls), I restarted. This round I'm working on שמירת הברית as well as שמירת עניים.

Re: My Book of Business 07 Dec 2017 18:11 #323446

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Day #24 of 2nd round - Day #114

Today is Day #24, Hashem i love you, you are so good to me, i know i don't deserve it, so Thank You, thank you for giving me my healthy life, my sweet and healthy children, my wonderful, caring and healthy wife, she is so caring and good to me, why did i do all those bad stuff when hashem i so good to me??? i guess אין אדם חוטא אלא אם כן נכנסה בו רוח שטות how stupid can someone be, to do all this stuff when he gets only goods??? but thats life, i hope to see it this way the rest of my life. and you all too should see it this way, im telling you, life is great, and even when its not that great, its still great....

Thank You Hashem and GYE and Thank you all for getting me to this stage...

All the Best! and remember, One Day At A Time, thats the way, and yes, with a positive Smile......

Let’s Stay Strong! Let’s Stay Clean! And let’s be positive and happy, Yes! We can and we will do it! And Together....
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

להטות לבבנו אליו ללכת בכל דרכיו ולשמר מצותיו וחקיו ומשפטיו אשר צוה את אבתינו
כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים

Re: My Book of Business 11 Dec 2017 23:33 #323599

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will post tomorrow, was to bz today,
i just want to share with you
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Enjoy and stay clean
My email:jacdoja@gmail.com
My threads: my long נסיעה of almost 30 years ~ My Book of Business ~ My Upcoming Dilemma

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כי עיקר מציאות האדם בעה"ז הוא רק לקיים מצות ולעמד בניסיון,  והנאות העולם אין ראוי שיהו לו אלא לעזר ולסיוע בלבד לשיהיה לו נחת רוח ויישוב הדעת למען יוכל לפנות לבו אל העבודה הזאת מסילת ישרים
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