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I will make it b'e"h
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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 13:34 #303907

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 22 Jan 2017 21:51:
lets just say that i did more taking than giving even though it's been awhile still i feel like a pig but she says it was expected since the baby has been screaming at night again.....

And you agreed?
I'm all about that (substantial) bass, no trouble ....

Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 20:42 #303986

Trouble wrote on 23 Jan 2017 13:34:

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 22 Jan 2017 21:51:
lets just say that i did more taking than giving even though it's been awhile still i feel like a pig but she says it was expected since the baby has been screaming at night again.....

And you agreed?


yes i too knew this was a strong possibility and still pushed off giving what i should that's why i feel like a pig
my thread:guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh">I will make it b"h


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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 20:45 #303987

day 35

pretty good day totally doing things in my sleep even cut up 5 chickens today....
still feeling guilty not sure what to do wife is totally happy and being a great wife guess i need to chill out a little....

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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 21:55 #303998

Dear Hashem 
please excuse my language 
I know that you love me more than i can imagine but why the hell does it have to hurt so freaking much please allow me to stay sane while not sleeping because baby screeches all night and therefore i can't function well anymore and fall asleep while davening learning in shiur..... oh and why the hell is my wife bleeding 4 months after the birth of our second beautiful daughter when by the first one she was clean for 6 months?
I'm not asking to understand rather just to find peace of mind to get through "today" blah blah blah...
thanx for listening i do not expect an answer but i know this is for the best.

B'hatzlacha
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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 22:02 #304000

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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 22:05 #304002

thanx for responding
unfortunately i have alot more to say but don't feel comfortable to speak so freely even the above was hard and only because of desperation was able to do that 

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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 22:06 #304003

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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 22:12 #304006

thanks think i'll be okay for now but don't be surprised if you get one soon....
hitting the sack baby quiet now...

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Re: I will make it b"h 23 Jan 2017 23:07 #304015

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MayanHamisgaber wrote:

unfortunately i have alot more to say but don't feel comfortable to speak so freely even the above was hard and only because of desperation was able to do that 


On these forums we are given the opportunity to bare our hearts and share it all. Our comments are read by non judgmental people who have experienced similar challenges and feelings. Much of what we write here or speak to each other about we would never dream of speaking about in "the outside world". In general I have a very refined vocabulary, having been trained that that is how a yid speaks. However for my recovery I must write and talk graphically about what most would consider obscene and inappropriate. Feel free to write more. Its for your own good. Wishing you the best
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Re: I will make it b"h 24 Jan 2017 09:07 #304066

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Hashem Help Me wrote on 23 Jan 2017 23:07:

MayanHamisgaber wrote:

unfortunately i have alot more to say but don't feel comfortable to speak so freely even the above was hard and only because of desperation was able to do that 



On these forums we are given the opportunity to bare our hearts and share it all. Our comments are read by non judgmental people who have experienced similar challenges and feelings. Much of what we write here or speak to each other about we would never dream of speaking about in "the outside world". In general I have a very refined vocabulary, having been trained that that is how a yid speaks. However for my recovery I must write and talk graphically about what most would consider obscene and inappropriate. Feel free to write more. Its for your own good. Wishing you the best

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Re: I will make it b"h 24 Jan 2017 19:32 #304132

Hashem Help Me wrote on 23 Jan 2017 23:07:
On these forums we are given the opportunity to bare our hearts and share it all. Our comments are read by non judgmental people who have experienced similar challenges and feelings. Much of what we write here or speak to each other about we would never dream of speaking about in "the outside world". In general I have a very refined vocabulary, having been trained that that is how a yid speaks. However for my recovery I must write and talk graphically about what most would consider obscene and inappropriate. Feel free to write more. Its for your own good. Wishing you the best


thanks for the post however i happen to disagree about talking graphically (once posted this on a different forum) while true that we must talk more openly than others however the issur of nivul peh still exists even for us so totally letting loose IMHO is not the way to go so as much as i want to blast everything (and probably lose a few friends) i can't so whatever slips out that's it
my thread:guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh">I will make it b"h


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Last Edit: 24 Jan 2017 19:34 by MayanHamisgaber.

Re: I will make it b"h 24 Jan 2017 19:35 #304133

singer dude
which list was i on??  

P.S. saw your share on yosef's thread ouch 

B'hatzlacha
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Re: I will make it b"h 24 Jan 2017 19:51 #304134

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Re: I will make it b"h 24 Jan 2017 21:36 #304140

day 36
didn't think i'd end up posting a daily thing .....
feeling a little better though still sleeping (especially through shiur        )
​wife might be getting sick and we know what that means.....more weariness uptight frustrated blah blah blah.. but wont think about it till it happens   (yeah right)

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Re: I will make it b"h 25 Jan 2017 10:35 #304189

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 24 Jan 2017 21:36:
day 36
didn't think i'd end up posting a daily thing .....
feeling a little better though still sleeping (especially through shiur        )
​wife might be getting sick and we know what that means.....more weariness uptight frustrated blah blah blah.. but wont think about it till it happens   (yeah right)

B'hatzlacha

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