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A recent scientific study shows that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong! See www.guardyoureyes.com/tools/90-day-chart.

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Re: DaveKo Log 05 Jan 2016 18:59 #273438

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DaveKo wrote:
I failed.
My mistake for not stoping fantasies.
Be totally clean, is difficult.
That is why stick to the given definition helps to draw the line.
Is up to me next time to that if I feel unclean, but by definition I am clean, continue.
Not look for perfection, and learn to backtrack from slips, do not use them as an excuse.
Like now. Restarting, but not use it as excuse to watch porn. This is serious.
I will restart without porn! Something is something.
May Hashem help my grandmother, deceased yesterday, for the merit of rising as honest and caring man as is my father.

As I wrote I also had a fall today maybe lets start together will see who is a better fighter
I hope you will be able to start again I'm having you I will have you in mind when I'm praying DaveKo ben GYE
Feel free to email me goodyid16@gmail.com

Re: DaveKo Log 05 Jan 2016 19:51 #273440

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Guys no fighting please...

I'll daven for both of you, and wish you all the best for TODAY
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Re: DaveKo Log 05 Jan 2016 20:32 #273445

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Good luck on your fresh start!

Re: DaveKo Log 07 Jan 2016 09:59 #273589

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Jejeje. Hope the best for both.

Re: DaveKo Log 07 Jan 2016 10:00 #273590

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Well, for all!

Re: DaveKo Log 12 Jan 2016 08:08 #274048

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Today is day 7.

Wow. Beautiful.
I feel so so great. (And yes, I had moments of slip... ).
I want to thank you because I guess, the most helpfull of all is understand that this is an addiction, and that this is a battle I don't have to do alone.
Thank you GYE.

Re: DaveKo Log 13 Jan 2016 03:25 #274130

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DaveKo wrote:
Today is day 7.

Wow. Beautiful.
I feel so so great. (And yes, I had moments of slip... ).
I want to thank you because I guess, the most helpfull of all is understand that this is an addiction, and that this is a battle I don't have to do alone.
Thank you GYE.

Im so happy to hear that by the way the last 2 days I was thinking about you that I need to ask you whats going on with you as we started together but as you may know and have written that I reset my chart (I don't want to restart to conversation why I did it) keep on rocking
Feel free to email me goodyid16@gmail.com

Re: DaveKo Log 13 Jan 2016 07:49 #274145

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You too. Keep it up. I follow you.

Re: DaveKo Log 13 Jan 2016 14:41 #274157

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I am required to put a thread link. Ok. This is it.
Hello.
Day 1. Hangover. Lack of energy. Regret. No clarity. I usually recover the following day two. So I am going to see star wars in the movies.
"There has been an awakening... (From guard your eyes) Have you felt it?"
Cheers


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Re: DaveKo Log 15 Jan 2016 09:54 #274411

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10 days.

Awesome.
I love the coins.

Re: DaveKo Log 19 Jan 2016 07:50 #274848

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Day 14

Now, I have gone regularly to the gym. I have energy. Seems pretty durable now. All day long.

Re: DaveKo Log 19 Jan 2016 11:38 #274851

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Sounds good - gye/gym
In my opinion it's not the energy per sè, rather the gym / exercise helps me reduce tension in my head, and I also feel physically less lousy - When mental wellness and physical health is promoted, your need to act out is diminished
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Re: DaveKo Log 26 Jan 2016 13:52 #275484

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Day 21

Clean.
Definitely having the right attitude and mindset that I am an addict, helps.

Cheers

Re: DaveKo Log 26 Jan 2016 13:58 #275486

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Definitely having GYE here to support me helps.

Re: DaveKo Log 26 Jan 2016 21:28 #275537

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Keep it up.
What works for me: 1) Honesty 2) Meetings 3) 12-step 4) Listening to my Sponsor 5) Not doing what I want to do 6) Inviting the God of my understanding into my life

"I can't do it, God can help." | "Everything I want is on the other side of fear." | "Where there is deprivation there is addiction." | "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery." | "Stop stopping, start living."

My thread: Big Steps

Email: iam24zman@gmail.com
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