Sounds like some good questions 

However I didnt write anything about urgent/cy so that might answer them.

"I think it underscores that which I have realized already - that i need to do something bigger than what im already doing - either 12 steps or therapy,"
Why now and not earlier if.....?

Tzvi5 wrote on 22 Aug 2019 19:27:

If I understand what your asking it is - If I realized already that I need to do something than why haven't I yet , and I would say to that Human nature is to push off decisions , particularly on things we are scared of like change,  remember human beings are not machines ....

i-man wrote on 22 Aug 2019 18:56:

to what?

i guess i deserve not to understand since i always used to make fun of dopey,i miss the poor guy.

sleepy wrote on 23 Aug 2019 01:53:

Ohno my post just got deleted...

Conversation I just had with Mr YetzerHorah

Myh-Hey your feeling  stress, tired ,  useless , everyone sleeping ? Grab the computer Im sure you can figure a way to access porn ..

iman-get out of here im back on a cleanstreak and working hard, plus its rosh chodesh elul tomorow let me at least have that.
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myh- exactly tomorrow night is rosh chodesh elul so its perfect - do your evil deeds now and you will have a perfect oppurtunity to restart with the elul hischadshus.

iman- get outta here  thats dumb i will still have to deal with the horrible side effects 

myh-i think you should do it last chance until after yom kippur !(what a sick application of  ואם לא עכשיו, אימתי )

iman- thats it Im going to Gye to write this conversation on the forum , that should stop this nonsense.

myh- ouch hey did you read that article about how global warming is making men go bald quicker ?
    
iman- hmm thats takeh a facinating read ...

myh- pssst dont forget why your on the computer, nu lets go you desreve that delightful pleasure thats awaiting.

iman - alright this is rediculous im logging into gye right now.

Wow.  Thanks for sharing that with us.  I assume, the next morning  you felt great about yourself?

Dave M wrote on 30 Aug 2019 12:40:

No not particularly,  more look I dodged a bullet, the yh is very clever and will casually try to get me.

Nothing casual about today though , I've been dealing with sustained category 5 urges since the AM , I hope not to be overwhelmed tonight..

Evacuate the area, and board up your Windows.

Too dangerous!!!

Follow the evacuation route to Bardsville, Anchorage or Czechoslovakia

Markz wrote on 02 Sep 2019 18:31:

Last I checked Bardsville is an abandoned ghost town 

i-man wrote on 02 Sep 2019 19:11:

and from what i hear Czechoslovakia might be a danger zone,beware of the likes of trouble,also make sure to label all your belongings

I think your reaction is a common attitude. I definitely was like that. If you mess up it's terrible, and if you do good you just dodged a bullet. No surprise that I was always depressed - and always fell!



Your best way to have sustained success is to change your attitude about your successes. And it will change your entire life! You'll be so much happier!



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