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Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 05 Oct 2018 12:44 #335999

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Hashem's love for you (and all others trying so hard) is immense. May He help you break free and have menuchas hanefesh.
Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com

Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 12 Oct 2018 08:42 #336161

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Soo an update 

to date I have identified that I have a major lapse every 10 -15 days or more 

and the same lapses occur in a round 

alot of it has to do with guit from past behavior 

for a looong time I was convinced I was something really bad 

but my wife actually helped me learn that really I am partly a child 


and children are not blamed 

but at the same time I must grow up 

yesterday I had the privilege of helping a great person and he gave me a blessing 

there are no accidents 

I have been learning mishne Torah by the rambam and I have reached chapter 4 in yesodai hatorah 

on to many more 

my children mostay look to me for all information and guidance 

and their teachers in school 

I have continued to learn acceptance of who and what I am and what I can become 

Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 07 Dec 2018 04:46 #337739

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I haven't been here for a long while but I'm still trying to get better 

the relapses are different

I mostly am having difficulty with interaction between people 

it has been propused I might hav some kind of high functioning autism 

yesterday my father elliot Solomon אליהו משה בן פלורנס passed away 

I am an onen at the moment, I feel bad about burying my father in America rather than Israel, I just dont have that kind of money, in fact I owe that kind of money already 

if I did I would move him here in a heartbeat but I felt that waiting for donations while he remained unburied would be disrespectful to his body 

Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 07 Dec 2018 04:55 #337740

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Boruch dayan emes. May Hashem comfort you and your family. May your father be a meilitz yosher for you and all close to him.
Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com

Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 10 Dec 2018 04:17 #337763

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Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 10 Dec 2018 13:24 #337765

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Re: laughingman tries to count to 90........ 12 Dec 2018 23:43 #337806

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