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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 16 Feb 2021 08:19 #363479

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:06:

Ish MiGrodno wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:04:


 I feel like it’s more choshuv to be a masmid/Talmud Chacham that isn’t matzliach in Shmiras hakedusha than to be some guy who just doesn’t masterbate...

ROTFL

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You may just have to google it because no one is going to explain this one, it's too easy.
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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 16 Feb 2021 10:55 #363484

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If it helps, i have a similar experience. I struggle with what some would call basic Judaism (Davening, learning) but i know i'm here for a reason (on earth). I've always been told that the biggest challenge is what your tafkid likely is, and my strongest yh is porn, masturbation and the related issues. 
While i sometimes feel like a failure in terms of davening and learning. I know that if i can overcome in this area, dayenu. 
(and then keep growing)

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 16 Feb 2021 11:33 #363487

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wilnevergiveup wrote on 16 Feb 2021 08:19:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:06:

Ish MiGrodno wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:04:


 I feel like it’s more choshuv to be a masmid/Talmud Chacham that isn’t matzliach in Shmiras hakedusha than to be some guy who just doesn’t masterbate...

ROTFL

What? I’m not good with acronyms 

You may just have to google it because no one is going to explain this one, it's too easy.

Rolling on the floor laughing?

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 16 Feb 2021 11:34 #363489

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 11:33:

wilnevergiveup wrote on 16 Feb 2021 08:19:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:06:

Ish MiGrodno wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:04:


 I feel like it’s more choshuv to be a masmid/Talmud Chacham that isn’t matzliach in Shmiras hakedusha than to be some guy who just doesn’t masterbate...

ROTFL

What? I’m not good with acronyms 

You may just have to google it because no one is going to explain this one, it's too easy.

Rolling on the floor laughing?

Thats the one!

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 16 Feb 2021 11:36 #363490

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Hy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 11:34:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 11:33:

wilnevergiveup wrote on 16 Feb 2021 08:19:

YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:06:

Ish MiGrodno wrote on 16 Feb 2021 06:04:


 I feel like it’s more choshuv to be a masmid/Talmud Chacham that isn’t matzliach in Shmiras hakedusha than to be some guy who just doesn’t masterbate...

ROTFL

What? I’m not good with acronyms 

You may just have to google it because no one is going to explain this one, it's too easy.

Rolling on the floor laughing?

Thats the one!

Aha, so now the shaila is why IMG found it so funny

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 16 Feb 2021 12:27 #363491

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 16 Feb 2021 05:09:
The voices are speaking. Saying I have no future. I am doomed. I missed first seder last two days and I will never retrieve that opportunity. I’m done.

Turn off the volume......
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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 17 Feb 2021 06:36 #363563

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Well, my new chavrusa ditched me (to prepare for a faher, watev...)
So now no chavrusa for first seder! Gotta hold out and see wat to do.
Baruch HaShem made it to seder today, came late to 2nd seder, and taught a public school kid aleph beis, so bh getting better.
Ive also been shmuzing with two true Mevakshei HaShem from the chevra, the last few days.
Special guys.

Spoke a shtikl nivul peh with my roommate today, wanna clean up my act in that department...
Anyway, 
Ah Gutten Nacht!
Last Edit: 17 Feb 2021 06:37 by YeshivaGuy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 18 Feb 2021 05:00 #363639

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Today was better than yesterday bh. Improving slowly...

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 18 Feb 2021 05:09 #363641

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 18 Feb 2021 05:00:
Today was better than yesterday bh. Improving slowly...

Way to go!
Way to grow!

btw I like short posts. Let’s leave the long ones for the Story tellers (Although apparently they are awol - practicing for next week’s HIGH holiday, holed up in some winery)
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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 18 Feb 2021 05:35 #363643

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In bed, indulging, fantasizing....
Ok I’ll stop. “HaShem, please help me be pure”

Your son,

YeshivaGuy

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Feb 2021 01:37 #363728

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It’s hard when I’m not doing so well in Yeshiva with such a big yetzer....

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Feb 2021 02:06 #363732

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Hang in there buddy.

Every time you say no, Hashem smiles.

Every single, painful and wretched  time.
For the background to my name- see Tanya פרק טו.
״שההפרש בין עובד אלוקים לצדיק הוא שעובד הוא לשון הווה, שהוא באמצע העבודה״
-Oived Elokim means a constant work in progress...
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.
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“Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future”.

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Last Edit: 19 Feb 2021 02:07 by OivedElokim.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Feb 2021 02:15 #363735

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Gonna keep moving, “laugh it off” as HHM tells me.
Gonna shlep myself to the beis. Why? It’s not Geshmak?!
Well, ya right now im not down, but I’m just gonna do it.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Feb 2021 02:45 #363737

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It might be a bit easier when you realize how big of a G-dly soul you have...

You might not know of it's radiance but we all here feel it!

Let it shine!

One who has given up hope is without a G‑d.

One who sees hope in each day is already free

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 19 Feb 2021 03:02 #363738

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 19 Feb 2021 01:37:
It’s hard when I’m not doing so well in Yeshiva with such a big yetzer....

Don't tell hashem how big your yetzer is, tell your yetzer how big hashem is
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
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