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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 13:06 #311258

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tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 09:44:
and unfourtanetly this bear fell
but hes getting up i beat a record 40 days  and then i get off balance sameting happened after 
30 days i acted out in a way that i never did before and feel bad about it
any advice or chizuk would help me on my feet

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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 17:06 #311283

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i beat a record and started to feel edgy i went to open a twitter account and spent 6 hours there 
this morning i woke up was learning and having an inner fight that i wont continue and i'll just erase the account but i knew that it wasn't true iknew i would give in while i was telling myself this it was totally crazy i then spent the whole morning before i davened doing s/t  very lustful on twitter with another person witch makes me feel all the more guilt
but i learnt some valuable lessons and i reached out for the first time in my life to a person live and had a real life conversation that left me feeling good and more normal afterwards

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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 17:14 #311285

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tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:06:
i beat a record and started to feel edgy i went to open a twitter account and spent 6 hours there 
this morning i woke up was learning and having an inner fight that i wont continue and i'll just erase the account but i knew that it wasn't true iknew i would give in while i was telling myself this it was totally crazy i then spent the whole morning before i davened doing s/t  very lustful on twitter with another person witch makes me feel all the more guilt
but i learnt some valuable lessons and i reached out for the first time in my life to a person live and had a real life conversation that left me feeling good and more normal afterwards

This is really the first time you ever spoke to a live person?

Thats sad, no?

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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 17:38 #311287

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sorry to hear about the fall. do you mind sharing what happened that triggered it?
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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 18:02 #311289

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i went out to eat with my wife yesterday at day 39 witch was already a few days passed my record there were many nice women there 
she went her way and i went mine but the main thing was a craving my marriage is doing better than ever and i know i came a long way 

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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 18:04 #311290

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Markz wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:14:

tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:06:
i beat a record and started to feel edgy i went to open a twitter account and spent 6 hours there 
this morning i woke up was learning and having an inner fight that i wont continue and i'll just erase the account but i knew that it wasn't true iknew i would give in while i was telling myself this it was totally crazy i then spent the whole morning before i davened doing s/t  very lustful on twitter with another person witch makes me feel all the more guilt
but i learnt some valuable lessons and i reached out for the first time in my life to a person live and had a real life conversation that left me feeling good and more normal afterwards

This is really the first time you ever spoke to a live person?

Thats sad, no?

See
gye.vids.io/videos/489ad9b21415e3c5c0/digital-insanity

no ive spoken yo many people
just not about this
its the nature of the beast

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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 19:52 #311307

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tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 18:04:

Markz wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:14:

tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 17:06:
i beat a record and started to feel edgy i went to open a twitter account and spent 6 hours there 
this morning i woke up was learning and having an inner fight that i wont continue and i'll just erase the account but i knew that it wasn't true iknew i would give in while i was telling myself this it was totally crazy i then spent the whole morning before i davened doing s/t  very lustful on twitter with another person witch makes me feel all the more guilt
but i learnt some valuable lessons and i reached out for the first time in my life to a person live and had a real life conversation that left me feeling good and more normal afterwards

This is really the first time you ever spoke to a live person?

Thats sad, no?

See
gye.vids.io/videos/489ad9b21415e3c5c0/digital-insanity

no ive spoken yo many people
just not about this
its the nature of the beast

Great move!!!

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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 19:55 #311310

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Tzomah, you are doing great. Your attitude is so reality based yet positive. You are iyh going to be helpful to many.
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Re: just suscribed 24 Apr 2017 20:14 #311314

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I'm sorry to hear about your experience. It's admirable that you reached out to someone. Many people deliberate for many years before that happens. Good step.
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Re: just suscribed 25 Apr 2017 00:31 #311334

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tzomah wrote on 24 Apr 2017 18:02:
i went out to eat with my wife yesterday at day 39 witch was already a few days passed my record there were many nice women there 
she went her way and i went mine but the main thing was a craving my marriage is doing better than ever and i know i came a long way 

What a funny way to go out with your wife to eat.
I'm all about that (substantial) bass, no trouble ....

Re: just suscribed 25 Apr 2017 08:21 #311381

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is it my fault that other wives eat there too

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Re: just suscribed 25 Apr 2017 10:08 #311387

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tzomah wrote on 25 Apr 2017 08:21:
is it my fault that other wives eat there too

Are you really asking Trouble if it is your fault?

Re: just suscribed 25 Apr 2017 14:35 #311431

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no 
i just couldn't figure out what he meant funny

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Re: just suscribed 26 Apr 2017 11:03 #311583

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Re: just suscribed 26 Apr 2017 13:10 #311595

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Keep on going, bro! You got my support.
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