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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Jan 2018 18:11 #325874

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I'm looking out of the periscope of my Tank (Gev counted 18 wheels ;-), and its dark... daaaaark. Dunno why

Im now working with workingguy speaking daily, and if I still remain stuck in the dark, it's gonna have to be a serious chat with Cordnoy and Dov maybe to take to next level...

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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Jan 2018 19:18 #325878

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Markz,
You have inspired me (and I'm sure many others) on multiple occasions. Please don't let me down now.
Perhaps it is just the lens of your periscope that is painted black?
I'm praying for you to successfully pull through.

Hatzlocha Rabba!
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Jan 2018 19:44 #325880

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Markz wrote on 23 Jan 2018 18:11:
I'm looking out of the periscope of my Tank (Gev counted 18 wheels ;-), and its dark... daaaaark. Dunno why

Im now working with workingguy speaking daily, and if I still remain stuck in the dark, it's gonna have to be a serious chat with Cordnoy and Dov maybe to take to next level...

Signed
Formerly a non addict

I'll put you on the schedule.
 letlet me know when.
And if you wanna do the one on one special, or the group thingy?
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GYE Handbook | Gibbor's Insights | GYE FAQ - Thanks Skep and DMS123456789 White Book | Big Book (Alcoholics Anonymous)

If one gives up at the first sign of a struggle, he is really not ready to be successful."
"Tryin' and doin' are two different thin's - tryin' is hopin'; doin' is succeedin'.
"The right thin' to do and the hard thin' to do are usually the same."


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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 23 Jan 2018 23:41 #325888

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could we get a name to keep in our tefilos

too many people here need you back on track (or tread)

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 24 Jan 2018 14:17 #325919

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Mark!

Fight the good fight! (--if you're a non-addict)
Surrender! Give it to God!!! (--if you're an addict)
Surrender the good fight! (-- if you're an addicted non-addict)
Fight the good god! (-- if you're a non-addicted addict)
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 25 Jan 2018 16:55 #325973

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Help is on the way...
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:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...

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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 26 Jan 2018 15:06 #326027

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 25 Jan 2018 16:55:
Help is on the way...
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:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!

Thank gevura/strong guy I always know I can count on you


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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 26 Jan 2018 19:43 #326031

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 25 Jan 2018 16:55:
Help is on the way...
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:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!

Thank gevura/strong guy I always know I can count on you




LOOK CAREFULLY
There's yeshiva bachurim in the back
Couldn't find sobriety - no clue how to get out
Until you waved your hand to say hi
They were stuck in a...






Tosfos...

As Dov mentions about so many SA guys hes met who are roshei kollel that give shiurim etc...

But these boys would rather stay with their schedule with porn on the weekends and posting on the forum, which is why if you look even more carefully you'll see











the 16mm heading in your direction
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 28 Jan 2018 01:54 #326041

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Hey Markz,

Just wanted to say thank you for all the help that you have given all of us, and that we are all rooting for you. Lead us to the target, be our Markzman.
Hatzlacha! 

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 28 Jan 2018 18:57 #326071

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My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 28 Jan 2018 19:18 #326073

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Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:
My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss

Karloss = Car Lost, get a tank!
I'm B"H a few weeks without any videos, movies, clips, etc... It really made a difference in my life. BTW, GYE once promoted a Google Drive of offically kosher clips and videos, Not sure the name. Someone Steve something set it up. One of the movies there is definitely PG-13 or higher. If someone remembers the contact person, I can reach out to him to remove it.
Thanks! 
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 28 Jan 2018 19:30 #326074

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lionking wrote on 28 Jan 2018 19:18:

Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:
My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss

Karloss = Car Lost, get a tank!
I'm B"H a few weeks without any videos, movies, clips, etc... It really made a difference in my life. BTW, GYE once promoted a Google Drive of offically kosher clips and videos, Not sure the name. Someone Steve something set it up. One of the movies there is definitely PG-13 or higher. If someone remembers the contact person, I can reach out to him to remove it.
Thanks! 

I had checked out those Kosher clips. Maybe it's Kosher for the women's section of gye...

False news alert:
This is the real reason I checkout videos on 613tube, because they have a "report video" button and if no one else is gonna weed them out, someone has to, so I'm going in there like Pinchas, just coming out with a black nose instead of Kehuna - no clue why, if I'm holier than thou
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Re: My Story - Thank Gd 28 Jan 2018 20:29 #326077

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Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 19:30:

lionking wrote on 28 Jan 2018 19:18:

Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:
My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss

Karloss = Car Lost, get a tank!
I'm B"H a few weeks without any videos, movies, clips, etc... It really made a difference in my life. BTW, GYE once promoted a Google Drive of offically kosher clips and videos, Not sure the name. Someone Steve something set it up. One of the movies there is definitely PG-13 or higher. If someone remembers the contact person, I can reach out to him to remove it.
Thanks! 

I had checked out those Kosher clips. Maybe it's Kosher for the women's section of gye...

False news alert:
This is the real reason I checkout videos on 613tube, because they have a "report video" button and if no one else is gonna weed them out, someone has to, so I'm going in there like Pinchas, just coming out with a black nose instead of Kehuna - no clue why, if I'm holier than thou

I never heard of 613tube, it seems to be just a wrapper for youtube. I was talking about something else which ieeyc gladly sent me the info.
Thanks!
My email address is: growinghigher613@gmail.com

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 29 Jan 2018 20:37 #326113

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Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:
My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss

Hey Markz,
You mentioned the device calendar, what is that? Would you recommend it?  
Thanks 

Re: My Story - Thank Gd 30 Jan 2018 02:15 #326128

bear wrote on 29 Jan 2018 20:37:

Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:
My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss

Hey Markz,
You mentioned the device calendar, what is that? Would you recommend it?  
Thanks 

Check it out here
my thread:guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh">I will make it b"h











very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!
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