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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 07:44 #100802

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[strike]Dear Wilma,
Here, on the stony beaches of Normandy, we have seen the ferocity of the German Wehrmacht. Like a bull being held by it's horns, we have managed to hold him between Fauste and the Danube river. Many men were lost, among them, Barney rubble. Dying a hero's death, he was a man who sacrificed his own life selflessly to smother a grenade that had landed inside our pillbox. He is a man who will be forever remembered. Heros never die, they just fade away....
I am okay. Chief wants us to regroup and then do a sweep of the nearby cities. The left command says that soon our devision will be able to go home....[/s[/strike]

ALIVE AND WELL IN JERUSALEM

HAVE STRENGTHENED MY RESOLVE

I WILL LEARN EVEN MORE TORAH

AND IT SAYS LULAY SORASCHA SHASHU-AI...

MIKABLIN ALAV OL TORAH MAAVEERIN MEEMENU OL DERECH ERETZ

I WILL MAKE POWERFUL RESILIENCE TO DO HASHEM'S WILL IN
SIMPLICITY AND JOY

THE ONLY THING IMP. IN THIS WORLD IS HASHEM'S RATZON AND LIMUD HATORAH
my Rebbi once said "avi, why are u worried? the only thing to be worried about is an aveirah, or Hashem's will.  so dont worry."

Today is monday. I have four days left until my test. In the big picture

this exam is meaningless. Hashem can give me parnassah another way. This is just a dimyon, to test me.
A person's yiras shamayim is only nikar most during a nisayon.-sefer chasidim

so this math course, and college, and all of it's 250,000 alumni and 30,000 students are all their, so that I, in yerush. , on the computer, can be tested in my yiras shamayim.
Sefer chassidim says that Hashem wants to give chessed. The s'm says "let's test him first just to see if he has yiras shamayim".
So after passing a nisayon, he is to receive chessed.

This is not about parnassah or college

This is about how Hashem wants to see if I have yiras shamayim

If i will get upset at Hashem, c'v

or if i will surrender to him and be besimcha

will i be biatzvus and yiush and critical of my wife and judgemental of kifferent type kippas

or will i struggle to be happy and thank hashem for what i already do have, and have love for who people are on the inside
and treat my wife and kids the way they deserve,
and most importantly, to treat Hashem who is my spouse and beloved, my friend, my father, my sister, and the closest person to me in the world the way that they deserve


BLI NEDER MY NEXT POST WILL FINALLY BE INTERESTING, BECAUSE I HAVE JUST SEEN AGAIN THE SECOND TIME IN TWO WEEKS....THE GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!
MORE TO FOLLOW...
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 13:54 #100812

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Very deep, and very true (which is important, because these days, there are lots of people saying deep things, or things that at least seem deep, but aren't necessarily true).
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 14:43 #100823

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hi tzadik,
you sound good!
keep it up
meet me in Pizza Uri and bring along the guardian angel

p.s. what kind of kippa does the guardian angel wear? black kippa with white nanach letters or white kippa with black nanach letters?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 14:44 #100824

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tzaddik90 wrote on 14 Mar 2011 07:44:

... so that I, in yerush. , on the computer, can be tested in my yiras shamayim...
...This is about how Hashem wants to see if I have yiras shamayim

Tested in your Yiras Shamayim?

You work with Yiras Shamayim?

I'm OK with that, but you might just get ambushed for such a saying, Rambo.

Not like you're scared of being ambushed or anything like that...
tzaddik90 wrote on 14 Mar 2011 07:44:


This is not about parnassah or college

This is about how Hashem wants to see if I have yiras shamayim

If i will get upset at Hashem, c'v

or if i will surrender to him and be besimcha

will i be biatzvus and yiush and critical of my wife and judgemental of kifferent type kippas

or will i struggle to be happy and thank hashem for what i already do have, and have love for who people are on the inside
and treat my wife and kids the way they deserve,
and most importantly, to treat Hashem who is my spouse and beloved, my friend, my father, my sister, and the closest person to me in the world the way that they deserve


SOLID GOLD POST TZADDIK



BLI NEDER MY NEXT POST WILL FINALLY BE INTERESTING


Thanks for warning us.

If you consider what you've posted until now not 'interesting', then I'd better grab a valium before reading a post which you consider 'interesting'
KOT!

E
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:10 #100827

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Im glad things worked out for you. Although I dont think I understood anything. I think you guys need to publish a dictionary for GYE talk.
ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא
If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo
ולבי חלל בקרבי
לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:22 #100828

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Angels wear no kippas

Ask your bubby who survived the holocaust

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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:29 #100830

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do they wear kishketlach?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:31 #100831

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geshertzarmeod wrote on 14 Mar 2011 15:10:

Im glad things worked out for you. Although I dont think I understood anything. I think you guys need to publish a dictionary for GYE talk.


GYE Glossary of terms
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:38 #100832

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EBD, i don't know if the glossary would do a good enough job of unraveling the mysteries of possums, cholint, kickboxing, light-sabers, marmosets, pizza uri, rambo and other such thought-provoking bits of information
unless it is updated heavily and frequently

reb Gesher, if you wish you can lay out your grievances and i will humbly apply my very best analytical powers to deciphering the Gordian Knot, if you wish
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:38 #100833

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im glad to see the vaad harabanim has finally come, after i wasted two hours and......
    ............
              ......???.........

...........and...
  ...and....
!!!...........
                !
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:40 #100835

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i AM a great person, i promise....
  why dont you believe me.......
          oy the sorrow......
      what's this....no....OH MIGOSH!
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:41 #100836

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but you said.....
      and then...???....
    the misery...
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:43 #100837

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eichah yashvah badad...
life is but a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and is heard no more. it is a tale, told by an idiot full of sound and fury. Nothing is but what is not.....out out brief candle!...
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:46 #100838

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tzadik, i think Gesher is right, we need a Schottenstein Edition of your posts

Eichah and candles are for the summer, or maybe you just got carried away from the pasuk:
אשר הגלה מירושלים...
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: HELP-SOS 14 Mar 2011 15:50 #100840

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to say or not to say
to move on
to rebuilt
to say to
to understand what i mean
to then move on
to rebuild
to say to
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