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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 14:02 #14502

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Thank you all for your support. I'm still at work, and will be here for the next 2 hours. However, I feel the fire burning lower.

I haven't acted out during the past 3 hours even though I wanted to because of the showing of love and support from my real friends!

Please continue dovening for me, 2B, and everyone else here.

G-d bless!

By the way, Sundays are the hardest day for me. If I call out for help on Sunday, will there be anyone to answer? I don't want anyone turning on their computer just for that if they normally don't on Sundays, but does anybody there go online Sunday mornings anyway?

Also, am I "allowed" to call a fire drill as many days I need to, even if it's every day or couple of days in the beginning of my clean count? I don't want to be known as the "boy who cried fire ( or wolf)"?

With love and appreciation,
Momo
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 16:26 #14529

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bs"d

I am not home and i am not a big chizzuk-giver, but i will try to be online Sunday!
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 17:40 #14532

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Momo. I'm not sure if at this time it would help you. By you posting that your ready to fall that alone is a medriga that not everyone would do it to get help. If you need help on Sunday i can try to help. That day is hard by me too. So maybe we can help each other.
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 18:48 #14540

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I am always available by email, even Sundays. We are all here for you.
cleareyes613@gmail.com
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 18:56 #14543

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Busted my whitelist filter yesterday evening and consequently watched schmutz. Now I am trying to close the loophole, but with an open internet. I will try another 15 minutes. Then I will go off. Will check in here right before I leave.

Did not have an "SA fall" (nothing was spilled - except involuntarily during the night - which, just to not bring myself down, will for the moment not count).
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 19:23 #14549

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The HUGE urge subsided a little - I was a click away from falling. I will now continue a little to try and install my filter again.

Naturally it was not my workings - HaShem answered my prayer for help!
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 19:54 #14556

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Hi someone,

i am very happy for you, and i hope that HaSHem will continue to watch out for you and all of us!
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 27 Aug 2009 20:17 #14565

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I hope and pray the same!! Indeed, it was nothing short of a miracle this time. The filter is back on
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 07:00 #15300

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anybody home? im feeling weak right now. i have an  exam in two hours... stressful... and i know so well how to relieve that stress...
hello?
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 07:21 #15303

  • TrYiNg
Hey, Struggle, I don't know if I can help, but seeing no one is here ,I figured I can spit your words right back at you


MOMO!!

How are you holding up?
Uri is learning in yeshiva and trust me, he is thinking about you!
Hold on there man!
This moment, right here, right now...
Give it up to HKB"H!
He is the only One who can help us!


I think those last two lines are the most imp. When I have a hard time , I need someone to remind me to call out to hashem. He is always ready to listen to us. PRAY AND PRAY until he helps!

Hold up!

We're all praying for your success! Pls keep going! You have no idea what a raash you are making in shamayim every sec.
keep us updated...
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 07:30 #15305

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thanks trying.
and yeah, where is everyone?!
i def needed that reminder. im doing ok, feeling better even that i posted, just to put it out there.
and i got some friends who are supporting me...
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 07:57 #15309

  • TrYiNg
GLAD YOU'RE OK ;D


and yeah, where is everyone?!

This time is usually the deadest on the forum. Wonder if I can prove it statisticaly
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 08:00 #15310

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yea cause everyone is shluffin in america and pple are working here
ah the life of a bum....
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 08:04 #15311

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who you calling a bum?!!  >
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Re: Im about to FALL!! 02 Sep 2009 08:04 #15312

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myself
but seriously guys we cant have this back and forth on the emergency switchboard
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