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  Breaking free chizuk #1849  
 
 
In Today's Issue
   
Practical Tips: Are you confident?
Q & A: Wet Dream Recourse
Announcements: A Talk For Wives of GYE Members
Prevention: How to tell if your kid has Internet addiction
Daily Dose of Dov: Don't Give Power to Flesh & Blood
 
 
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Practical Tips
 
Are you confident?
 
By Steven Handel
 
By GYE

Confidence isn't everything. Here are traits that are just as important to cultivate:

- Acceptance

- Kindness

- Patience

- Resilience

- Grit

- Foresight

- Compassion

- Rationality

- Forgiveness

- Authenticity

- Courage

- Gratitude

- Honesty

- Optimism

- Discipline

- Wisdom

Q & A
 
 
Wet Dream Recourse
 
Announcements
 
A Talk For Wives of GYE Members
 

When You Caught Your Husband

Rabbi Shafier from theshmuz.com send us the above MP3 recording that he made and wrote to us as follows:

I often deal with women who find out that their husband was / is involved with pornography, and even though he is dealing with the problem-- she can't. And it strarts to wreak havoc on their relationship. And I'll spend a lot of time, trying to get her to put things into perspective, to understand that this is a nisayon that she can't relate to... And often, I find women saying, "Thank you" It was very helpful".... Bottom line, after saying the same words over and over, I decided to record them.

Prevention
 
 
How to tell if your kid has Internet addiction
 
Daily Dose of Dov
 
Don't Give Power to Flesh & Blood
 
By Dov

Someone wrote:

I can get triggered by the SLIGHTEST touch of a woman!

Getting touched by the cashier handing me change has triggered me.

Even getting touched by a woman nurse taking my blood has triggered me!


Dov Replies:

I am not recommending any specific course of action and everybody is different and needs a different approach. But this is from my heart. Interpret it as you like:

Yeah, yeah, yeah, sounds frum, but I think you are just making too big a freaking deal of a woman's power. She is a human being and not a godess. That is where the electrifying feeling inside us comes from when she walks into the room, when we make eye contact with her, when we hear her voice, or when we bump into her hand even if it was completely by accident. Gevalt!

Normal people can make a big deal out of this and consider it tzniyus - and it may work well for them!
But not sex and lust obsesses. We often do even worse with that derech.

You can say my words are just silly apikorsus, if you like. But I know for a fact that half of our problems with women are because we have been making their bodies, voices, and personalities our Higher Power for decades; our hope and refuge; and given to it so much of our precious mental/emotional power, for so long.

But they are just people, like you and me.

One proof of this is that sometimes the shiksah has more power than the frum woman (though sometimes it's the opposite way around). Why would the shiksah ever have more power? Isn't she even less of an important person to us, not being a Yisrael (and from klipas Nogah anyhow)....? Hmmm?

So what's happening? It's because we make her an inhuman object and deify her body, her smell, her voice, her smile, her image and her gender! She carries power for us. We give her our power - even if they are just an image on paper (or pixels on a screen)!

That's much of our problem. And it invades our understanding of all women, and certainly our wives. If you are a porn and lust obsesser and deny this, I believe you are blind. And that is the most opinionated thing I have ever said in GYE context, so far. So be it.

That's why I say that when you are triggered by someone,daven for her, be genuinely loving to her and respect her as a human being. Hashem wants this of us, for it frees us when done sincerely and we keep the halacha and make no stupid excuses for breaking normal boundaries.

Don't be afraid of her! She is just a person like anyone else, not special because of her shape or skin. Yitchak avinu neither hated the Yetzer Hara nor was afraid of it - that is the direction we need to go, not the other way that leads to isolation and paranoid fastidiousness. Heck, we have all used that before, right? All of us have sincerely tried to beat this thing with frumkeit and gedarim before, right? It fails because it just gives them more power, not less - then when the dam gets a crack - we explode!! Shocking, isn't it?

The fear makes her into a powerful monster that "can get you". She is not the monster - you and me and our own lust is the only monster in the room.

Get my point, or is it gebberrish? It is from my second step work and from living in the body of a sexaholic (mine).

- Dov

Do you think you may have a porn addiction?
 

Do you have a problem with obsessive and compulsive porn use? Have you seriously tried the tools on GYE and feel that you are not getting better? Maybe it’s time to consider joining a 12-Step program.

Porn Anonymous (PA)
If you’re compulsively acting-out with pornography and masturbation we suggest you explore joining Porn Anonymous (PA). If you need help deciding whether to join PA, call Michael at 347-699-2368, or email help@pornanonymous.org to schedule a time to talk. For more information visit pornanonymous.org (Hebrew: p-a.org.il / Yiddish: pa-yid.org).

Sexaholics Anonymous (SA)
If your compulsive acting-out has progressed beyond the screen (with other people, paid sexual services, etc.) we suggest you explore joining Sexaholics Anonymous (SA). To figure out if SA is for you, call Dov at 917-414-8205, or email Dov at dov@guardyoureyes.org to schedule a time to talk. For more information visit www.sa.org.

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