But I cannot believe that this is the future that You have in store for Your kids. I believe You are a "nice Guy"... in fact, the nicest "Guy" of all... so... As I am one of your kids, all I ask is for you to help me let go of total control over my life. I keep trying to put 'the fix' in, to manipulate the people around me into allowing me to use my drug, to waste my life, and to make my first priority - actually my only real priority in life - that they please me. Or at least that they all leave me alone.... I have had enough. Hashem, let's get together and work on this thing called "my life" together from now on, OK? I'll get out of Your way, and please You help me see how things are running better Your way than mine, OK? |